Letter to you, friend!

Dear friend,

I don’t know what happened today. It was all going right. I mean I was really having a great time with you. I really do. But suddenly it all changed. I really wanted to spend time with you but thanks to your phony friend, I couldn’t. Yes, he is PHONY. I mean I haven’t seen such a phony guy ever in my life. He’s phony, irritating, and he’s a big crap. I just hate that guy. I really do. I really really do.

By the way, I am so angry with you. You know that certain things make me sad, but still you do this and also asks me not to get upset. Why the hell you made friendship with me? All along, it’s been you, you and only you. I am sorry to say but you are selfish. You just need your work to be done and that’s all. Whether it’s me or someone else, you mean business. I am sorry to say all this but I can only see this in your actions.

I don’t know whether it be right to blame you or not. But I really can’t help myself. I am just so much into you that it hurts me a lot. You know my feelings but still you do this. It’s kills me. It depresses me. I don’t know what else it does. But it certainly affects me. You are such a special friend, but still I hate you sometimes.

You always expect things from me. I guess I complete most of your expectations. But I am sorry to say that you never give me anything. Whenever I expected you to be with me, you are just no where near me. It hurts me a lot. Like, the day I was going to Dehradun, I expected you to spend some time with me but you didn’t even talk to me that day. Yesterday, you were blaming me that I didn’t talk to you but in true sense you were so busy with your phony friend that you didn’t have any time for this friend. I just hate you sometimes. I really do. Sometimes, I even regret to be friends with you.

Yours,
G

~ by dtoxikated on February 22, 2008.